Monday, November 23, 2009 ♥
it had been few days already..
IMISSYOU ):
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i dont know what i'm thinking..?
malaysia tomorrow. (:
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Nicole came to blog @ 10:44 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009 ♥
today went out with sister,
it had beena year since i met her, imissher obviously.
but end up had a cold war with her.
call me childish or whatever shit i dont care.
watch 2012 with her, she spent 3/4 of her time messaging.
when shopping, she spent 3/4 of her time talking on phone.
sister, what the fuck u doing..?
and many things more u do, i keep quiet.
why? because i dont want to quarrel with you.
you know how much i miss you..?
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just too many things happen today.
i dont know where to start where to end. so dont bother asking.
i came to realise, when i need someone to talk to, listen to me. all not there.
in the past maybe because i'm not there for u guys thats why u all also not there.
but i dare to say its different now, i hear u guys out,
but why, why when i need you'll, not evn one there..? )'=
btw, i've been re-typing this post again n again.
type delete type delete for at least 10 times !
i have so many things going thru my mind but not all can type out,
i dont want trouble. i want peaceeeeeeeeeee.
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tks, u know how sad i was just now..?
already very troubled, u ask me go safra find u,
i halfway there u like that.
u try asking any girl, ''both my gf n good fren want to meet me, how uh..?''
kai, u r so cruel to me. u know i need u alot at that moment of time.
i dont want u nan zuo ren, of course i'll say go meet ur girlfren la.
but shouldn't you see which one u wanted a meetup first.?
but why so last minute, when i'm like halfway there already.
do u know i hold my tears cus i know once i tell u my problems i'll feel better?
as my good fren, one of the only few good fren i have sincerely.
tks, you're so cruel to me.
how can u apologise to me when u're laughing or smiling or whatever shit.
thats what hurt my heart most, ur actions.
my brother doing that to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
if u r reading my blog, know what..?
u left me crying alone at yishun interchange.
my tears just keep dripping like a big cry baby.
so super many passerbys are pin-pointing fingers at me and
stopping by to see me like i'm some clown or whatever.
usually i'll not make myself malu, but today i just cant stop crying.
n do u know when i was otw home crossing the road,
my tears covered my vision i alsmost kena car bang.? )'=
dear brother, i dont know since when, i seems to rely on you alot.
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Nicole came to blog @ 12:26 AM
Friday, November 13, 2009 ♥
haha so happy now la can..? i dont know why.
can say is kisiao already.
for the past few hours i've been busy looking for jobs
and doing come blogshop things.. (:
i hope my blogshop can open next week !
went i was like a bee busy beezing, he suddenly onlined !
he ask me what i'm doing, then i said my bs thing los.
so he went to see, and he say very nice !
though i know its in a mess now,
but i was seriously so so so so so happy when he said its nice !
but dear friends, dont worry la.
it might be a small crush, but i dont love him.
as i know what is love now, i know it dont apply on him.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
so yea, blogshop not ready, so dont ask me for the link yet (:
anyway, when its open, hope u'll will support :D
as i said i'm busy with my blogshop things, i wont be blogging here.
SO I'M M-I-A-ING FOR THE MOMENT (;
do not come back and waste your time for the next 15days (:
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Nicole came to blog @ 5:44 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009 ♥
i said : eh what colour u think i should dye.
he said : dont dye la, i like u black hair.
i said : eyeeer, dont like that say la, u mae me hestitate u know.
he said : why like that say leh..?
i said : i ask people what colour they think i should dye, they said red.
he said : dont la, black nicer (:
i said : but i want my hair have colour, & i've convince that red suits me.
he said : then u ask me for what.
i said : because what u say equals to ten votes ma.
he said : aiya, no matter what colour u dye also okay one, dont worry !
i said : dont treat me so nice, so red uh..?
he said : okay la, anything u like (:
i said : HAHAHA ! ^^ (happy that got th answer i want)
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okay from te above u can see how bored i am ! hohoho.
my tummy so hungry now can !
ohya return to that (:
i dont know i should hghlight red or dye whole hair red..?
hey friends, what do u'll think..? :DD
be quick, cus i'm dying red soon! hahaha.
this year dont want multiple colour liao, just one or two will do (:
but one thing is, red hor, the colour very easy fade ):
then it will turn to brown, okay then that will be a waste of money !
but never mind la, i want it (:
since i've set my mind on it, i want it ! hohoho ! support me ppl ! :DD
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Nicole came to blog @ 8:28 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ♥
since i'm bored, i'm here to blog (:
its still a nice tuesday to me, its about dawn now i think (:
i've check out many blogs also (:
hey peepos ! take alook at XiaXue blog.
tis blog link (: link it, this post is extremly funny i thought. haha
please scroll all the way down :DD
i was laughing n amazingly, i real agree to what she said.
read it if youre dieing of boredom :DD
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Nicole came to blog @ 4:00 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009 ♥
this saturday night i can reall die of boredom. haha !
it had been long since i post pictures (:
these had been taken 2days back with my webcam after drinking
3cups of teo-o-peng, which cause me unable to zzz ! :D
let the picture do the talking (",)
whoo-hoo, first attempt !
now second one, zi-lian la nicole ! haha
no, i'm not going to say anything.(i have nothing to say either :X) hahaha !

third attempt zi-lianing, i know i looks weird ! :D
last one ! dont want so vain liao. haha.
uh i like this, cool ! i twist in a non-typical way okay ! haha ^^
heh-heh-heh ! i'm nicole the ghost wanna be :P
i like this the most out of all !my face like really can make fishball sia. haha !
uh let me act fierce abit.
THE ROCK eye ! haha. still got who also can do? tell me tell me ! :D
uh my cheeks are really flexible :Di know i look tired.
do u'll prefer me to smile with teeth or not..?i've been taking picture with teeth more and more often !
how how how..? ! (",)
this one is funny. haha.reminds me of the song ''obsessed'' haha !
oh eye halfway blinking. if not i will like this pic ! .____.
last one ! ~ (",)i really had fun with webcam. haha.
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i dont hope this feeling will come back,
dont want, i dont want to hurt anyone anymore.
anyone whos sick please go see doctor. ._____.
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Nicole came to blog @ 9:54 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009 ♥
second post of the day ! :D to me its still thursday (:
wow, till 9pm just now i still haven eaten !, poor me.
lucky got tiffany, cabb-ed down to old home to makan.
i had half grill chicken! haha nicole can eat alot now adays :DD
then walk around yishun to digest food (:
then saw ziwei at such late hour !
omg. its like me and tiff were talking bout her then she appear ! haha !
cabbed home at 1am plus :D
the taxi uncle dont know why like rounding circles ):
from yishun to sembawang including midnight, $15 !
thas freaking alot la.. :/
dont ask me how i know, because i always cab ma (",)
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tomorrow, friday. emily coming my house awhile to do some com stuff :D
it has been so long since we hangout (:
but really thanks her so much for coming my house tomorrow la ! :D
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oh i'm so so so in love with my blogsong,
the first one and second one.. :D
''i want to know what love is'' by mariah carey &
''my heart will go on'' by celine dionne (",)
try hearing it if u'll never hear before ! haha.
and i realise my blog have many anoymous visitors ! haha,
so many people visit my blog then saw me and kai picture,
then come ask me, your stead uh ur stead uh..? hahaha !
which part of it have i not make it cleared that its good friend !
even my dad check out my blog without me knowing ! o.o
thats a cool thing to know. :D
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and this holiday i dont plan to work much (;
however, if there's job opportunities i guess i will still take it ! :D
tomorrow will be a better day ! :D
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Nicole came to blog @ 4:59 AM