I LOVE NIGEL MOXIE

Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ♥

was staring at this sentence for a few days...
and i really want to say...
what's the use for saying

''im sorry. don't mean to hurt.
but if i am to choose who to let go,
i will oso choose you."

what the FUCK ue trying to say...
u said it so clearly...
u hurt my heart so deeply...
5 years of friendship just gone like tt...
in a sentence...
everything had ended...
the thick and thins we when through
just ended in a click...
haiish...
ue said tt ue were stuck between 4ppl...
n ii was in one of the four...
girl, pls la...
we went through so much together...
how could u put me in the same position
with the rest...!!??
ask yourself,
WHAT HAVE U EVER DONE FOR ME..?
pls recall back what i have done for u...
ii could simply just start a quarrel with
someone as long they bully u or what...
if i cant help,
i would have at least try my very best
even if the person hate me, i won't say
a word... cus i know its worth it...
but what happen now...
u let me go leaving me in a deep shit...
when everyone treats u like a angel
n me being the devil...
i was so foolish for taking so many
raps for u last time...
and u never even thanks me...
when u r broke,
i should say that u r mostly broke...
i would rather not enjoy n split my money
with u... have u ever think y i did tt..?
when its too late at night,
at times i would send u home...
have u ever think tt its not safe for me...
when ever something bad happen to u,
i would help ue...
whenever something good happen to u,
i never ask u to repay me...
whenever u got some money,
i never ask u to treat me
whenever u r down,
i wld try my very best to encourage n
think of solutions for u...
do u realised tt i never tell u my sorrows?
its because i dont want to add on ur worries
n u have never ever ask!!
haiish... girl... since u have decided,
i will leave everything to u...
all choices have consequences...
what ever happen...
does not n will not bother me anymore...

Labels: thiinkiin of ue every minute every second

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Nicole came to blog @ 6:38 PM

The lady.

call me NICOLE, xuan-supervain
panda is my nickname
31st August is my big day
get me a present if u are nice
& god will bless you ! :D

i'm an ex-wellingtonians,
ex-navalite(nbss) &
currently studying in SHATEC
Diploma in Hotel Management

that adorable guy on the left side of the picture
is my boyfriend, Nigel Moxie

i'm spoiled, stubborn and childish at times
a important thing to tell you,
I LOVE YOU, so dont bring me trouble please

Greedy desires.

everything will go well in shatec
get a new bed (super single)
CRUISE asap!!!!!
a camera, a laptop?

and more to come...

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