sometimes i have been really asking myself
why is it so difficult to watch someone silently
it's like... he's just right infront of u
but yet, u cant tell him u like him...
[[wei she me wo de ai qing ru chi de sha]]
haiish...think back...
i used to toy with guys feeling...
but i've changed!!... but now,
everything have come back to me...
now i know how the guys feel...
to all my ex... i'm seriously sorry...
n to the special you*
i cant stop my heart anymore...
it hurts yet there's no medicine to cure
i hope one day u will realised
there's a pair of eye that is always looking
at you, waiting for u to turn back n
look at her...
she's smiling...
but her heart is bleeding...
u r my medicine n poison...
if u want to see me smile,
i dont mind smiling even though i'm down
i acted infront of so many ppl
no one doubt tt my heart is bleeding
but i dont mind...
just to exchange a little smile of yours...
aishiteru...
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Nicole came to blog @ 2:51 AM