I LOVE NIGEL MOXIE

Friday, November 9, 2007 ♥

today post is for my mama...

mama, thanks for bringing me up...
thanks for giving me a chance to see to world...
without u i woundn't be here...
mama, although we always quarrel...
but still, i want to let u know that u r always n always
the best mother in my life...
mama, sorry for spending so much money everyday...
everytime when i see u working so hard,
my heart hurts, but i somehow just couldn't stop
myself from spending more n more money...
even when u r sick,
u still carry ur heavy body to work...
mama... thank u...
ur action relly really touched me lots...
n i always ask myself what in return could i give u back
but the fact is cruel... n that's nth...
i did so badly in studies...
i quarrel with teacher in exam...
n my silly hope that one of my fren give me,
i actually silly silly thought i could be promoted...
but the truth is cruel...
i'm not promoted...
although my heart was angry with my fren n blame her
at first, but not now...
cus it's all my own doing... i cant blame anybody...
n mumy... sorry to let u feel disappointed once again...
but when my fren tell me someone told her i'm promoted
i seriously thought i'm given one more chance...
mummy... i'm so sorry...
sometimes i know... i know u n papa is quarreling over
my studies... i act like i'm asleep n there hearing u ppl say
''maybe we shouldn't let nicole study anymore''
my heart broke into thousand of pieces after hearing tt...
m i really so bad so bad till...
my parents gave up hope on me..?
whatever consequences that i will suffer next year,
i will use a smile to let everything past despite it hurts...
my smile would never be true again...
n i believe, during this one more year, i would score better
than this year... i will put in effort, i promise...
n mummy, pls don not quarrel with papa le...
i just dont know how to tell u all...
i love u all very very much...

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Nicole came to blog @ 3:47 AM

The lady.

call me NICOLE, xuan-supervain
panda is my nickname
31st August is my big day
get me a present if u are nice
& god will bless you ! :D

i'm an ex-wellingtonians,
ex-navalite(nbss) &
currently studying in SHATEC
Diploma in Hotel Management

that adorable guy on the left side of the picture
is my boyfriend, Nigel Moxie

i'm spoiled, stubborn and childish at times
a important thing to tell you,
I LOVE YOU, so dont bring me trouble please

Greedy desires.

everything will go well in shatec
get a new bed (super single)
CRUISE asap!!!!!
a camera, a laptop?

and more to come...

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