I LOVE NIGEL MOXIE

Sunday, January 20, 2008 ♥

my sunday morning became so empty...
my sunday morning use to be so packed,
i would either wake up n shout,
''omg omg, i'm late i'm late'' or
i would already be in church...
but now, my sunday morning is so, so empty...
woke up at 6 this morning...
but suddenly something stroke my mind...
n i didn't go... spend my 2hrs staring at the wall...
i think some ppl know why ba...
n ppl, stop pressuring me... i know is for my own good...
but i feel so frustrated la...
i'm big enough as u ppl say, cant u all just let me
make my own choice..?!?
do u all really need to say words tt hurts me..??
god teach u tt..? wth///
i know this relationship will end someday...
n u ppl ask why want to start in the first place..?
pls la, do u think i want to..?
i'm just a normal teenager... i have a heart kay...
i cant study when i keep rejecting him...
this year is my n level... i need to concentate...
but i keep on cannot study, what will happen to me..?
i want to be together with him... it's not wrong kay.
i know this relationship would not be forever...
but at least when one day break, i'm satisfied...
n how u all know it's not god's will..?
maybe god is trying to teach me something..?
n u ppl seems to be so bad...
saying so many hurtful words then dontinue laughing urselfs...
how hurtful can tt be...
n dani & wanteng... u two r so good sisters of mine...
i dint know u ppl would do tt also...
by saying how angry u ppl r with me then carry on with
ur own life, laughing n laughing infront of me...
is tt for my own good..?
dani, i got nth much to say abt u...
cus i know u got thousand n one things to say me back...
so i shouldn't say anything to waste my saliver since u wouldn't
understand in the very first place...i cant blame u...
cus i know u r someone so important to me...
u said god tell u something..? but u dont wanna say to me
because it would be very hurtful...
what did god say..? erm... give up on me..? hais...
i realised i become so out of words to say...
but i still respect u as someone who is like angel hah..
wanteng, u know we r very much alike in whatever ways...
ppl dont understand me i could really understand...
but i never ever thought u would not...
it's like, u said u dont wanna talk to me n stuff already
and continue laughing with dani them...
i couldn't believe, i couldn't believe tt u r this type of person...
i thought u would at least be concern of how i'm feelig n stuff...
but the contradict is so painful...
& i dint know that thing"" cannot say... u dint tell me cannot
say in the first place... n u use does idiot attitude to talk to me
i called u is because i wanna tell u how i'm feeling...
but how could u like tt..? how could u...
n dont say u r dsappointed ith me, cus
i'm SO DISAPPOINTED WITH U!
ahhhhhhhhhh... enough of saying all rubbish...
i guess i will just worship god at home every sunday morning...
my very empty sunday morning...

went out with boyfriend to zoo to do my n level art ytd...
haha... damn funny can... lalalala...
everything is free... food, ticket, tram.............
cus boyfriend's father is manager of zoo... haha...
haha, then we also went to night safari...
sine it's free, why not go..? haha...
other's was suppose to pay $8 for a tram ride...
but our's is free! haha... then so many ppl see us not happy...
cus we just like v.i.p la... dont have to queue
and can just enter straight... (:
i'm lazy to say what happen in zoo, so shall skip(:
then took 138 to amk...
every eating place is close...
then we decided to just go to a coffee shop i suggested
nearby. well, i stay in amk last time ma...
right here, boyfriend say he also stay there last time...
haha... it's only one block beside each other los...
then i ask him he from what pri....
omg, we r from the same pri, mayflower pri...
ah ha! everything is so coincidence los...
da da da///// lazy type...

ppl, wait for my next post ba(:
i guess i would be blogging again quite soon(:
just rmb to stay happy(:
sayonara~

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Nicole came to blog @ 2:44 PM

The lady.

call me NICOLE, xuan-supervain
panda is my nickname
31st August is my big day
get me a present if u are nice
& god will bless you ! :D

i'm an ex-wellingtonians,
ex-navalite(nbss) &
currently studying in SHATEC
Diploma in Hotel Management

that adorable guy on the left side of the picture
is my boyfriend, Nigel Moxie

i'm spoiled, stubborn and childish at times
a important thing to tell you,
I LOVE YOU, so dont bring me trouble please

Greedy desires.

everything will go well in shatec
get a new bed (super single)
CRUISE asap!!!!!
a camera, a laptop?

and more to come...

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