i'm back from camp!.. ~
yalalalalala.. i'm freaking tired still after
a long 9hours of nap..
guess after blogging, study awhile,
jiu go back sleep le(:
camp was fun, thanks the leaders for every
hardworks and efforts(: *
dint really enjoy myself in this camp
because my brain was 100% thinking abt him
but now, i guess everything is back to normal
i told myself, i will really leave this love i have
for him behind in this camp..
and yea, god is faithful & strong..
he chooses the best for me..
and althouggh it had been a sad journey,
but i've seriously learn alot.. AMEN!
haha, although now many school friends still
makes me headache, i choose to also
let daddy god decide everything for me..
i'm gonna be more quiet or maybe dont
even talk in school from now on..
i wanna study hard, and see who's my true fren..
in the camp, first night,
we had the alter's call..
god came to me, he told me..
most friends around me is not true friends..
so dont waste tears and stress myself because
of this ppl.. and i cried,
felt much more beter after everything..
it's really time i should learn to stand on my own..
i wanna be strong, i wanna be an honour
to daddy god us he had done many things for me
& for the next feel days, weeks or months,
i will be a queit girl, as quiet as possible(:
& i've decided to be back the nicole who always
holds a smile.. the nicole tt never fails to let
ppl thinks she perfectly alright , nothing's worng
& i know the coming journey will be more difficult
but i promised, i will stay on the track
no matter how bumpy it is..
at times i might slip off,
bt i promise to get back on the track again..
CUS DADDY GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME!
i guess i wot be blogging tt much le,
cus its time i should really buck up.. (:
thanks for all the sweet friends who is always there
for me, i mean really there..
everybody, JIAYOUs ! CHEERS !
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Nicole came to blog @ 1:09 AM