on-ed the song WHO AM I by casting crowns..
it used to be my favourite..
but it seems like i've long forgot tt this song existed..
i'm so shag now.. cried heavily...
not because of my bf , but bcus of my shamefulness..
as i said, i'm bored.. thus i went round visiting blogs.
clicks, n i ended up in the xxon blog..
i look at the videos.. smiling n crying at the same time..
oh god, what happen to me..
why m i like always saying oh god" but
actually long forgotten the meaning of it..
& i've forget u, the one who nvr fails to be there for me..
i'm so sorry god, so so so sorry...
so sorry to everyone whos concern bout me in church...
really really , i mean it..
what have i done..?
till the extend tt i almost made a tattoo..
oh god, i'm so sorry, pls forgive me..
i promise you, i'll go to church today..
tho its 5am now, i've not enogh sleep,
i will still go to church..
not for the sake of going..
but for the sake of your forgiveness...
pls bring me back to you again...
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Nicole came to blog @ 5:47 AM