1.41 am now ! (:
as usual, i'm not asleep yet (:
currently busy doing my cca programs..
so happy ! i'm going canoeing soon ! (:
hahahahaha ~
or maybe i just go there to be a camera lady ba..
no mood for the sea now.. ): hais !
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tomorrow gonna be another long day for me..
i hope i dont have to do 2.4 again..
sick man. run run run, think fun uh.. hahaha
pe teachers say if we pass 2.4 last week,
this whole year dont need to run anymore..
with the help of shamane..
i managed to pass (:
i swear i really put my entire energy in it..
well, just hope he keeps to his promise ba,
or else i'll feel angry n cheated..
anyway, i have faith in him >"<
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i stayed at home the whole of today..
tring my best to finish my lot of homework..
however, i didnt manage to..
and still, i'm here blogging..
take a knife n kill me please.. hahaha.
bobian, i really try to finish many le..
but still cant.. i'm a human know ! ):
i did 1compo, 2chi compo, 2chi letter writing,
1art drawing, 1maths worksheet..
oh man, but there are still tons !
die la, i still got 3 important hw to do,
or else i swear i'll get demerits..
which i never wanted to have one this year..
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n currently,
i'm saving hard to go for jj lin's concert..
anyone interested to go with me..?
(",)
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i'm so tired of life..
not being silly to go n die la..
butbut just so tired..
everytime a problem is solved,
another one will come..
its this type of pathetic feeling.............
why why why?
all i need is happiness..
if you ppl cant give me,
at least dont give me hell..
i'm so tired and disgusted by it already..
why do i feel this way?
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anyway..
3days ago was chris birthday.,
2days ago was ben and peggy sis birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
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sorry readers, i'm so not in the mood..
maybe because i'm tired or whatever reason u can think about..
i'm so sick of it..
no mood for everything..
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i really miss my lesby n qingren..
hope they are fine out there..
& will give me a msg saying they are fine..
i dont know how to start a msg to anyone anyone more..
(@.@)
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i dont know why..
maybe i'm being emo now..
but why, whenever i put my heart in a frenship,
trust will usually turn me back..
n when i need all my precious one beside me,
all of them will be busy with their own life..?
or maybe i should come to the conclusion of
i should stay strong by myself..
as the best is to rely on yourself, none other then tt.. hais..
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cheer up nicole !
okay my playlist had not changed to a cheerful song..
right now ! hahaha.
i feel much better.. with the beat going (:
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went out with mummy ytd..
we went to chinatown shop shop ! (",)
bought a new blanket, boaster all tt..
mummy spent two hundred over n i spent hundred...
i dont know why..
maybe at the moment of ytd,
spending money helps to release my stress for a moment ba..
all the things will be delivered to my house on thursday..
finally, after 8years,
i have a new pillow ! (:
woohooooo~ so happy !
hope everyday will be as happy as ytd..
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some ppl say they see me suffering from depression..
hahaha. what the hell la..
readers, do i ? (:
i dont know la.. maybe because they see me do some
***** things and always laughing..
thought i crazy? hahaha.. who cares.. (:
where got so easy get depression one..
so my dear frens dont worry about me le ba,
nicole is strong ^-^
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okay papa is coming home..
i better off the com..
or else more nagging will come..
tomorrow gonna be a new day..
i shall start faking smile again (:
that's what i've been doing in school for a pretty long time..
i think i'm good at faking smiles already (:
many ppl got deceived..
cus they group me in the 'happy go lucky' team..
truth is, i'm not. nightnight.
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