i stared at the blank post for awhile..
first time, yea first time i dont know how to blog..
many things are in my mind..
which can say which cannot say..
thinking thru hardly..
currently hearing ''never had a dream come true''.....
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this song, it used to be,
whenever i hear i will miss a guy..
but today, now,
when i hear again, its no longer about those xyz thing..
but my friendship..
it resembles my frenship alot..
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to my lesby,
you know you know how nicole treat u (:
i really thanks u for hearing me out le..
and now, u prove to me tt our frenships really strong (:
thank u many many..
you will be my lesby forever.. (",)
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tomorrow i'm having social studies test..
i'm not going to study..
i believe i study also nothing will get in..
so yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (:
then after school going to meet anna, winnie and liling at ps (:
after tt, theres the parents teacher conference.. (:
i wonder wad teacher gonna nag about..
as i did really bad for common test..
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i'm gonna save all friendships i still could,
and let go those whom i tried my best, yet no cure..
i just hope all the bad things will go away..
n i will be tt happy nicole again..
i'm sick of putting of fake smile..
and i'm already thinking of dropping my art ):
though i live for art,
but if i have a choice,
i will choose the two ladies then art (:
i dont know how to express myself as good as others..
but my heart will prove (:
n my art had been doing real badly,
because of me, the school might not get 100% distinction..
which i never want tt to happen.., cus, i love art.
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i feel better blogging out..
so, i'm sorry readers if it seems so weird or what..
just bare with me (:
tomorrow, yes tomorrow..
may be one of my happiest day, might also be one of the saddest day..
to me, very very very very very good friends dont come easily..
i will try to be brave, be a good girl, and wont cry..
once n for all, see who is really the frens i should treasure..
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to both ladies,
tho i know u'll not even a year,
but the times spent with u girls, i am already very happy..
tho maybe it wont be continued..
i still would like to thanks u'll alot.. (:
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to everyone else..
i'll treat u'll how u treat me, if u r able to show me (",)
tt's my promise.
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I WILL LEARN TO SMILE,
SO I WILL HAVE LESSER TIME TO GROWN..
I WILL LEARN TO LAUGH,
SO MY TEARS WONT BE DRIPPING..
cried in the hall today..
huihui saw, was shocked..
i told her to keep quiet..
cus i cry not because i want ppl to pity me,
i cry because i cant stop my heart from being so pain..
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pls ppl, give me a good holiday.
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Nicole came to blog @ 7:23 PM
