oh it's 2+am now..
i'm still on my com..
wingling around..
many thoughts running in my mind..
sometimes i pray,
if i could still go out with some friends,
no, maybe good friends once more..
although many things have change,
but maybe, my heart says..
COULD WE JUST GO OUT ONCE MORE ?
in a happy state.. just like last time..?
is it really impossible..? really really..?
.
my stomach is shouting for food now..
i'm so hungry.. didnt had any proper meal today.
.
i dont know la,
my mind is confused..
i'm a bad girl, complicated.
but know, this type of "miss" for good friends really hurts..
i'm not blaming anybody, but myself..
goodnight. i'm off..
maybe tomorrow, no, in 5hours time
i wont be going to school again..?
cus its so late le i still haven turn in..
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Nicole came to blog @ 2:22 AM