Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ♥
looking at the screen.
no idea what to type about.
i smiled to myself, just like an idiot smiling.
had a dream and nightmare last night.
i slept for more then 20hours.
wondering why my dream is about you,
while my nightmare is about u too.?
the dream is so sweet,
sweet till i dont mind i would just be dead and never wakes up.
but the nightmare is so scary till it brought me back to reality.
sorry i dint choose you.
for those ppl who dont know what i'm talking about, its okay.
cus u will never know.
mr xyz. for the last time i want to say, iloveyou.
8more days.
.
i'll be a silly idiot to hop by our favourite places,
asking for the simmerest chance to see you.
in this 8 days, lease appear to let me see u again.
i miss you like a baby misses its blanket.
i love you like a child wit its lollipop.
i will be contempted, if theres a future for us.
.
anyway. all i type previously is all crap that will never happen.
and i'm not wishing for anything already.
everything ends the last minute, n i mean it.
i want to cry, but my tears cant drip. byebye
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Nicole came to blog @ 5:54 PM
Nicole came to blog @ 5:54 PM
