yesterday was one of the worst day of my life.
in terms of sadness or guiltyness or results.
everyone who knows me know i'm a art fanatic.
i put my nine months to work on art olevel.
n ytd, i just flunk it in a day.
what happen..?
suppose to pass up eight boards of prep work,
i was so engrossed with tagging the eight boards.
n ytd, i only have time to paste two boards.
which fucking means i could only pass up 2boards.
what the hack is happening..?
i'm so confidence that i would get distinction or b3 as i put lots of hardwork ton it.
but see what the hell happen at the last minute..?
gone case. fuck. art gone= poly gone.
but i dont care abt poly or any thing.
a tiongxim art person like me who might fail art is the greatest disgrace.
nabay. i hate myself. seriously.
i'm a very inperfect person.
i'm bad at this n that,
but n one could deny my art is not good.
but see, wtf happen!
I JUST LOSE IT ALL, I MEAN ALL.
maybe not even going to take olevel already.
since things are like that.
called bestie, wanted some console from him,
but he upsets me by not even hearing me talk ):
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Nicole came to blog @ 9:57 PM