listening to the song ''amazed'',
oh yea. its in my mixpod also..
skip tracks to hear that song.
its super nice one (: lyrics meaningful also. (",)
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i have finally understand why girls chose to be lesbians.
in the past, i was so against the thought on this.
like no matter how, the world is so big,
so many guys around, why be a lesbian?
but maybe not now anymore..?
loving a boy is painful.
my friends are right,
if loving a boy is so painful,
why not love a girl instead..?
at least you'll feel happier.
i'm not a lesbian before n not one now,
but i wont reject the thought of being one in the future already (:
i mean if one day a girls loves me and so do i love that girl.
i asked my lesbians friend,
they dont scared of losing friends around them..?
and i came out with the conclusion of ''true friends'' wont care all this.
isn't it quite true..? a lesbian is a human being too.
like wth with my relationships is goin on..?
at least i could say the last few i really put my heart and soul in it.
just that a break up wasnt mean it.
maybe good endings dont belong to me.
happiness with boys doesn't exist in my fate.
or even boyfriend'' is never fated to be mine.
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Nicole came to blog @ 11:15 PM