today is a difficultday for me .___.
not only today, its for he past three days.
to speak the truth, all three papers are easy.
but my mind totally went blank for english, i just wack only.
maths paper one and two was torturing.
i know i could have done well if i have pay attention in class
and of course come to school more often.
today after paper, i jitao keep smiling to myself.
roy them ask me, wa paper so easy uh? [cus i'm smiling]
i just say ya-ya-ya !
after that i went tochat with kai, who ask him is my good fren :p
i told him the truth, my heart want to cry already ):
its seriously in pain.
i always hang on my mouth, ''aiya e8 i open party''..
but then i know i've been lying. deep in my heart i wanted o pass so much.
well, i deserve to fail, judging from my little effort. ):
i was glad i ould do graph i thought.
i spend 45mins on a stupid graph question. why..?
i'm confident in this answer, but i'm too worried i'll be wrong as its super easy.
so after hestitaing for 5pathetic minutes, i decided to change my answer.
and the whole thing became so so weird. )): but no time to change back liao.
after discuss with joe them then i realise my initial answer was the right one.
i hate myself for being so unsure. 10marks gone like that. damn it ):
maybe............iwill fail english maths.
nicole, you're so pathetic.
now even my top subject art, also not in my control anymore.
i had nightmares a few times on a scene at result day.
it goes like that, teachers all critising me, friends talking behind my back.
all whispering the same thing :
''aiyo, that nicole uh i thought her art number 1, how come she score so badly?
or her work people help her do one..? or is it teacher too biased give her
high marks last time, now olevel cannot cheat thats why she do so badly?"
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... this thing cant get out my mind ! o.o
i know its stupid for me to say this.
but anyone nice could tell me,
''nicole, i believe u can do it..?''
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Nicole came to blog @ 11:55 PM
