today went out with sister,
it had beena year since i met her, imissher obviously.
but end up had a cold war with her.
call me childish or whatever shit i dont care.
watch 2012 with her, she spent 3/4 of her time messaging.
when shopping, she spent 3/4 of her time talking on phone.
sister, what the fuck u doing..?
and many things more u do, i keep quiet.
why? because i dont want to quarrel with you.
you know how much i miss you..?
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just too many things happen today.
i dont know where to start where to end. so dont bother asking.
i came to realise, when i need someone to talk to, listen to me. all not there.
in the past maybe because i'm not there for u guys thats why u all also not there.
but i dare to say its different now, i hear u guys out,
but why, why when i need you'll, not evn one there..? )'=
btw, i've been re-typing this post again n again.
type delete type delete for at least 10 times !
i have so many things going thru my mind but not all can type out,
i dont want trouble. i want peaceeeeeeeeeee.
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tks, u know how sad i was just now..?
already very troubled, u ask me go safra find u,
i halfway there u like that.
u try asking any girl, ''both my gf n good fren want to meet me, how uh..?''
kai, u r so cruel to me. u know i need u alot at that moment of time.
i dont want u nan zuo ren, of course i'll say go meet ur girlfren la.
but shouldn't you see which one u wanted a meetup first.?
but why so last minute, when i'm like halfway there already.
do u know i hold my tears cus i know once i tell u my problems i'll feel better?
as my good fren, one of the only few good fren i have sincerely.
tks, you're so cruel to me.
how can u apologise to me when u're laughing or smiling or whatever shit.
thats what hurt my heart most, ur actions.
my brother doing that to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
if u r reading my blog, know what..?
u left me crying alone at yishun interchange.
my tears just keep dripping like a big cry baby.
so super many passerbys are pin-pointing fingers at me and
stopping by to see me like i'm some clown or whatever.
usually i'll not make myself malu, but today i just cant stop crying.
n do u know when i was otw home crossing the road,
my tears covered my vision i alsmost kena car bang.? )'=
dear brother, i dont know since when, i seems to rely on you alot.
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