maybe i dont understand myself enough..?
or i never does. C:
feel so bad now. moodswing or what.? i dont know.
and i seriously realise,
my blog is having more and more anoymous readers.
i think there's pros and cons for that uh.
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i shall blog about ytd since today i have nth to talk about yet (:
ytd woke up super early, at 8am i think..? haha.
intention was to surprised T and sent him to school.
but that ass broke my surprise. ):
oh miss luciachen was so nice to have kfc breakfast with me
while waiting for T.
told her i'll meet her again at her house after i sent T to school.
first time in 18years i feel time pass so fast,
on mrt from sembawang to batok seems to pass so fast.
really really fast one, i haven seen him enough and its batok already.
my god. is this confessing or what?
just take it as i am. [=
sent that ass to school, so hard to say goodbye uh.
i mean, can we dont even say goodbye?
uh but then supervain had been a strong girl though,
i just turn around and off i go. heh heh.
while walking back alone to west mall, i really feel so empty.
no laughters no accompany or isit because you aint there..? ):
okay so it took me 15mins to get to west mall.
T called me and he say he flunk his interview.
i feel partly guilty .__.
suppose to find lucia chen,
but from T's voice, i could hear how much he hope i would wait.
so i dint meet lucia baby. sorry dear (:
i know you understand huh !
bluff T that i went off already,
but actually i'm spending my time miserably at west mall,
a boring to the core place. i mean it (:
so i c-l-e-v-e-r-l-y spent $8 doing the glue art thingy.
used to do it when i was a young girl. haha.
i think everyone must be pekcek with me.
should be able to complete in less then 1/2 hour,
but i purposely do so slow till time passes 3hours. my god.
made friend with a cheena aunty and her child.
then accompanied me for 3hours plus? haha.
T was shock, i could see from his face.
met him at subway,
he must be wondering why i;m sitting with strangers. HAHAHA !
after that he joined in the conversation with us.
that china aunty was a physician.
and what she says really make sense to me.
i think T agrees too.
after that was makan at foodcourt (:
and we headed to boon lay, jurong point.
i've been a bad girl i know.
i know that T was suppose to go to his 4th uncle house,
though he keep saying nevermind can go at a later time..........
if i'm a good girl, no matter what i should have insist.
but supervain only bug him to go at first, and give up after that.
i could admit i have evil thought of keeping him as long as i could :/
sorry everyone, i'm human too .__.
was visit to grandma house after that.
i introduced T as someone, my god, so shy now.
and said byebye, proceed to jurong point again.
okay i shall stop here, so lazy to blog alreadyyyyyyyyy. haha.
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T u know why god give me eyes..?
and thats because i could see you.
tommy liang (:
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i feel so dumb when i asked you,
do you miss me..?
you say, NO, you were just beside me. and i say.
''huhhh? really?
but i still miss you even when u were just beside me ):''
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Nicole came to blog @ 12:20 PM
